Im socially awkward

So I have been trying to talk to people lately and it just isn't working the way I needed it to. First off, I am bipolar and have depressiin so I don't make sense very often. When I try to speak to people I lose my sentence and go onto something else.

I always get teased because I forgot how to interact with others over the period of time I gave up on friendships and the people around me.

Everyone I try to talk to pushes me away. I feel terrible because i haven't talked to a person in forever as just  conversation.

If you can, tell me what I can do to be social again. I forgot how to be social!!!! xc

Austin!... Again!

Okay okay okay its been a while I know! But look qat this mans face!! Hes perfect!

This Song Saved My Life by Simple Plan

This cover is absolutely amazing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a17QStoTnBM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Im in an Army! The BVB army!

Black Veil Brides, to me, is honestly the best band ever. Like.. Its insane how much I love them and I cant explain it. My social life and my friend may have left me when BvB came into my life but now I have the best internet friends in the entire world. I thank this band for everything they've done. So thankyou Andy, Ashley, Jinxx, Jake, and CC for helping me through. Now I know who my real friends are.

Happy Birthday Austin!

Happy Birthday!! Austin, if you ever see this which you most likely wont, I want to thank you. Thank you for making music with the meaning and emotion it has. Thank you for being there when no one else was. Thank you for, well, everything. I love you <3

Kellin

So I know Kellin has changed a lot and got caught up in his own fame but I mean he is still human and has the voice of an angel. We all make mistakes. So does he. Deal with it, eventually he will realize the amount of fans he is losing in result of him being rude and cocky.

Ricky

This man is in Motionless In White. I dont know much about him but hes funny and good at giving tours of a bus ;) I need to do some research on Motionless In White

This is your sign <3

When you are feeling sad, do things that are productive because in the end, if you hurt yourself, what good does it do? None, because of the fact you are giving in to everything, I have been there. I know how it feels. If you ever have tbose suicidal thoughts because of constant sadness, distract yourself. If you give on the only person youre hurting is the most important person in the world, thats you. Please stay strong and dont turn to hurting yourself. Stay strong! Youre beautiful the way you are! Please dont put scars on your skin. <3

R.I.P Mitch Lucker

As everyone knows, Mitch Adam Lucker died on November 1st last year. His band, Suicide Silence, had a really big impact on my life and helped me, a lot. When I discovered his death I cried for a long time. Mainly because I knew the band wouldnt be the same if they continued making music and because of his daughter, Kenadee. I miss Mitch a lot. Hes my guardian angel and I am sure he is Kenadee's too. He had fans all over the world because of his lyrics. And to see people who dont understand call him a satanist and a devil worshiper breaks me. Please those of you 'haters' that say things like that just stop, for the sake of others. Please.

Pierce the Veil! Oh gersh. Dont even get me started. I love those four guys so much its like.. Insane. But its okay because everyone who said they loved me left me to sell my soul to music! And that exactly what I did! Without knowing I feel into music like it was quicksand. I am very glad i fell into that hole because.I wouldnt be the somewhat amazing person I am now. Even though Im pretty lonely.

Ben!

Does Hailey Bruce sound good? Cuz i feel like this man should be mine. :D

Andrew

Andrew Dennis Biersack. The second one of my saviours. His voice is perfection. I surely do know theres no way i love him more than my best friend Ailaina though. But out of love and attatchment i do say Andrew is what you can call PERFECTION.

Ash

Ashley Purdy is my baby. I would do anything to meet him. I have been attached to him the second i heard his voice qnd saw him. Hes actually a really interesing person once you try to get to know him as well as possible. :)

Black Veil Brides

Andy Biersack, Ashley Purdy, Jinxx, Christian Coma, and Jake Pitts. I just love them so much. I cant wait to meet them in a year or so!

Austin

Austin Carlile is one of the wisest men I gave ever seen. In the band Of Mice & Men, loved by thousands hes very successful. He lost his mother and his biggest fan. I respect Austin. Always will because of the rose he got on his neck for Mitch Lucker.

Who knows MattG???????? C:

Who loves bands? Andy Biersack? Austin Carlile? Oliver Sykes? I know I love bands!