Im socially awkward

So I have been trying to talk to people lately and it just isn't working the way I needed it to. First off, I am bipolar and have depressiin so I don't make sense very often. When I try to speak to people I lose my sentence and go onto something else.

I always get teased because I forgot how to interact with others over the period of time I gave up on friendships and the people around me.

Everyone I try to talk to pushes me away. I feel terrible because i haven't talked to a person in forever as just  conversation.

If you can, tell me what I can do to be social again. I forgot how to be social!!!! xc

Austin!... Again!

Okay okay okay its been a while I know! But look qat this mans face!! Hes perfect!

This Song Saved My Life by Simple Plan

This cover is absolutely amazing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a17QStoTnBM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Im in an Army! The BVB army!

Black Veil Brides, to me, is honestly the best band ever. Like.. Its insane how much I love them and I cant explain it. My social life and my friend may have left me when BvB came into my life but now I have the best internet friends in the entire world. I thank this band for everything they've done. So thankyou Andy, Ashley, Jinxx, Jake, and CC for helping me through. Now I know who my real friends are.